Working Girl
Feb. 13th, 2016 07:58 pmIf you aren't following both my twitter feed as well as here, you may be unaware of the fact that I'm trying to get another job. I have been thinking about it for a couple of years, but the market has been scant since about a year or so into the recession for my jobs in my profession. I got a LOT of calls from recruiters during my third year - when I was still uncertain about my skills b/c I got no formal training and not a lot of support from my employer. As a matter of fact, my manager did his very best to derail my confidence and belief in myself and my abilities; he specifically took advantage of the fact that their offer was the first white collar position I'd ever had - before I'd even graduated - and low-balled my starting salary. What did I know, right? And then it was a continual fight of me trying to be involved in things (projects & committees, etc.) and continually being shot down b/c all they wanted me to do was what I was doing. Which I wouldn't have a problem with if they actually PAID me what I was worth. So now I don't feel valued.
That is the set up of how I found myself - through market research that I started last year - getting paid $30K below industry standards. That is how, when presented with a great opportunity, I ended up applying for THE PERFECT JOB (the one that appears out of nowhere, fits you to a tee, and that you hope that you land b/c not only is it a perfect match with potential for advancement, they'd be paying you just above the industry average to START.) And, right now, I find myself inspired to watch Working Girl tonight b/c THIS IS MY STORY. Or at least a reasonable facsimile.
Seriously. I grew up dirt poor, urban poor, inner city poor, and from a starting point that is likely much below our eventually empowered protag... but the ESSENCE of the story, the arc of having your hard work, instinct, knowledge, gumption, and determination to better yourself is PERFECT to my looking back at what I've done and what I've yet to achieve.
On to the main event. The inspiration of why I've got to watch this movie. Monday. Monday is the day that I have my THIRD interview with a recruiter - after two phone interviews, this is where I get the in-person treatment and the discussion about "next steps" because he's told me that the CEO is ready to start interviewing now that they've got a strong pool of candidates. The funny thing, sort of, is that the recruiter actually thought, up until partway through the second interview, that I was applying for the intermediary position and not the top position. Huh. I'll be talking about that with him - if he thinks I should apply for both I WILL.
This job. If it goes through... I don't want to say too much b/c I don't want to jinx it. Let's just say I really, really hope that this goes great on Monday and that I not only get the in-person with the company but that it lands me the job. Both my experience in the profession and my social engineering skills - like noticing what the women in the company wear and mimicking that style. Hey. What can I say? I am going to take every ethical tack I can maneuver into in order to land this job.
Back to the movie: really, I see greatness and possibility in both Tess and Katharine's characters in Working Girl; if only Katharine had been less back-stabby and underhanded and Tess had been truly mentored by her. Perfect. But, no. It had to revolve around a man and having to be set up in a system where a woman has to outperform every man in order to stand out enough to be taken seriously. I remember this from when I worked blue collar jobs, but there you only needed to prove yourself once to be taken seriously and be considered part of the team. Or maybe that's just me blue-skying my memories.
I don't need a white night. I don't need a Harrison Ford to rescue me, to take my side, to open the door for me. All I need is a chance to shine in a light of my own making.
In the end - I'm going to prep myself backward and forward on this. I both want and need this to happen in my life. So those of you who are in the know, keep wishing me good luck.
That is the set up of how I found myself - through market research that I started last year - getting paid $30K below industry standards. That is how, when presented with a great opportunity, I ended up applying for THE PERFECT JOB (the one that appears out of nowhere, fits you to a tee, and that you hope that you land b/c not only is it a perfect match with potential for advancement, they'd be paying you just above the industry average to START.) And, right now, I find myself inspired to watch Working Girl tonight b/c THIS IS MY STORY. Or at least a reasonable facsimile.
Seriously. I grew up dirt poor, urban poor, inner city poor, and from a starting point that is likely much below our eventually empowered protag... but the ESSENCE of the story, the arc of having your hard work, instinct, knowledge, gumption, and determination to better yourself is PERFECT to my looking back at what I've done and what I've yet to achieve.
On to the main event. The inspiration of why I've got to watch this movie. Monday. Monday is the day that I have my THIRD interview with a recruiter - after two phone interviews, this is where I get the in-person treatment and the discussion about "next steps" because he's told me that the CEO is ready to start interviewing now that they've got a strong pool of candidates. The funny thing, sort of, is that the recruiter actually thought, up until partway through the second interview, that I was applying for the intermediary position and not the top position. Huh. I'll be talking about that with him - if he thinks I should apply for both I WILL.
This job. If it goes through... I don't want to say too much b/c I don't want to jinx it. Let's just say I really, really hope that this goes great on Monday and that I not only get the in-person with the company but that it lands me the job. Both my experience in the profession and my social engineering skills - like noticing what the women in the company wear and mimicking that style. Hey. What can I say? I am going to take every ethical tack I can maneuver into in order to land this job.
Back to the movie: really, I see greatness and possibility in both Tess and Katharine's characters in Working Girl; if only Katharine had been less back-stabby and underhanded and Tess had been truly mentored by her. Perfect. But, no. It had to revolve around a man and having to be set up in a system where a woman has to outperform every man in order to stand out enough to be taken seriously. I remember this from when I worked blue collar jobs, but there you only needed to prove yourself once to be taken seriously and be considered part of the team. Or maybe that's just me blue-skying my memories.
I don't need a white night. I don't need a Harrison Ford to rescue me, to take my side, to open the door for me. All I need is a chance to shine in a light of my own making.
In the end - I'm going to prep myself backward and forward on this. I both want and need this to happen in my life. So those of you who are in the know, keep wishing me good luck.